Showing posts with label poems. Show all posts
Showing posts with label poems. Show all posts

Sunday, August 16, 2026

Ungaretti / Saba


Keats & Chapman (Belfast)


The year was 2004. I was about to start off on a car-trip around Ireland with my elder brother Ken. The problem was we didn't have enough books with us to read along the way. So when we stopped at a secondhand bookshop in Belfast, I was determined to find something large and intense enough to occupy a good deal of time.

I'd already reread War and Peace and Tim Powers' The Anubis Gates on an earlier leg of the trip, in Prague, so I was looking for something equally weighty. But nothing in the shop was calling out to me. Finally, I decided on a bit of uplift, and went up to the desk with the following two hefty tomes:


Umberto Saba: Tutte le poesie (2001)
Umberto Saba. Tutte le Poesie. Ed. Arrigo Stara. Introduction by Mario Lavagetto. I Meridiani. 1988. Milano: Arnoldo Mondadori Editore, 2001.

Stendhal: Voyages en Italie (1993)
Stendhal. Voyages en Italie. Ed. V. Del Litto. Bibliothèque de la Pléiade, 249. Paris: Gallimard, 1973.
The bookseller wouldn't sell them to me. "Not until I'm convinced that you can actually read them," he said.

"But I really can," I protested shrilly. "I can speak French quite well, and I studied Italian at university."

"So you're genuinely intending to read them? Not just put them on the shelf and look at them?"

"He really can read them," my brother added encouragingly.

"Prove it," the shopkeeper continued.

So I picked up the Stendhal, and started to translate a few lines. Then repeated the experience with the Saba. At the end of all that, I felt I'd really earned those books. It does seem a curious way to conduct your business, though.

Despite my embarrassment at the time, I suppose even then I respected his zeal for the proper use of the books he was selling. It was as if he felt a deep responsibility for their future good fortune - and for their being properly read rather than treated as fetish objects.


Olof Johan Södermark: Marie-Henri Beyle [Stendhal] (1783–1842)


And, you know, he had a point. They were too heavy and demanding for the road. We ended up buying some much lighter fiction a few stops further along. I've never got very far with Stendhal's Travels in Italy. Even his fiction can be a bit laborious at times.

As for Umberto Saba ... the problem was that I really knew nothing about him. Montale, Quasimodo, yes - even Cesare Pavese and Giuseppe Ungaretti, the other two Italians included in the Penguin Modern European Poets series. But Saba ... it was hard to get started without some kind of background to work from.

It's been twenty years, and it's only now that I'm really beginning my journey into his work. I have to say that I like very much what I've found so far.

I can only hope that I'm fulfilling - somewhat belatedly - that bookshop owner's hopes. And, if he's still in business - keep up the good work! Keep guilting your customers into thinking about what they're signing up for by buying each individual book.



Ulisse Nella mia giovinezza ho navigato lungo le coste dalmate. Isolotti a fior d'onda emergevano, ove raro un uccello sostava intento a prede, coperti d'alghe, scivolosi, al sole belli come smeraldi. Quando l'alta marea e la notte li annullava, vele sottovento sbandavano più al largo, per fuggirne l'insidia. Oggi il mio regno è quella terra di nessuno. Il porto accende ad altri i suoi lumi; me al largo sospinge ancora il non domato spirito, e della vita il doloroso amore. - Umberto Saba (1946)
When I was young I sailed down the Dalmatian coast rock-reefs stood out above the waves slick with algae emerald-green an occasional raptor hovering there intent on prey but when high tide and darkness swallowed them my leeward sails would steer us out to the open sea away from danger today my kingdom is that no-man’s land the harbour lights its lamps for others my love of life painful at times my perverse soul chase me out from every shelter

- trans. JR (2026)


Umberto Saba: Mediterranee (1946)


This poem, "Ulysses", comes from Saba's postwar volume Mediterranee [Mediterranean]. While largely self-explanatory, it does probably benefit from a bit of context.

For a start, Saba remains strongly identified with the northern port city of Trieste, a debatable land between Italy and the Balkan states for much of its modern history. Though now firmly part of Italy, it's always had the atmosphere of a cosmopolitan, international space between Western and Eastern Europe. James Joyce lived there on and off between 1904 and 1915, and it has a strong artistic and literary tradition.

When I studied Italian at Auckland University many years ago, our lecturer, Meme Churton, came from Trieste, while our conversation teacher, Francesca, hailed from Naples, which had the effect of giving us an on-the-spot grounding in the radically different cultures making up the patchwork quilt which is modern Italy.


Wikipedia: Gulf of Trieste


So it's natural enough that Saba's early memories should include sailing expeditions along what was then the Dalmatian coast, and is now the coast of Croatia.

But of course that's not really the point of the poem. And here it's probably beneficial to know a little more about Saba's own background. Umberto Poli, who would later adopt the pen-name "Saba", was born in 1883 to a Jewish mother and a Jewish-convert father in the Austro-Hungarian city of Trieste. He started to write poetry in 1900, and published his first book in 1911.

In 1919 he bought a second-hand bookshop, and thereafter supported himself and his family as an antiquarian bookseller. He continued to publish poetry along with some short prose pieces throughout the 1920s and 1930s, though the promulgation of the anti-Jewish laws of 1939 made his life increasingly difficult. He refused to convert to Catholicism, and was forced to go into hiding after the 1943 armistice and the German occupation of Northern Italy.

There's presumably something of all this, too, in the poem "Ulysses". The safe harbour of conformity is not for him - he, unfortunately, has been forced by circumstances as well as choice to occupy that "No-man's-land" of the open sea.

The poem is a subtle blend of autobiography and allegory - typical of so much Italian poetry just after the war, when the need to self-censor had largely gone, but the legacy of those decades of Fascism still weighed heavy. Saba even wrote for Benito Mussolini's Il Popolo d'Italia newspaper during the First World War - though certainly not afterwards. Like his younger contemporary Ungaretti, he was drafted into the army in 1915, but unlike Ungaretti, Saba "saw no active service and was hospitalised due to depression."

La capra Ho parlato a una capra Era sola sul prato, era legata. Sazia d'erba, bagnata alla pioggia, belava. Quell'uguale belato era fraterno al mio dolore. Ed io risposi, prima per celia, poi perchè il dolore è eterno, ha una voce e non varia. Questa voce sentiva gemere in una capra solitaria. In una capra dal viso semita sentiva querelarsi ogni altro male, ogni altra vita. - Umberto Saba (1909-10)
I talked to a goat she was tied up alone on the lawn sick of grass wet with rain she baa’d that baa matched exactly how I felt so I replied first as a joke then because pain’s endless it has a voice and never shuts up I heard it in that lonely goat in a goat with a long semitic face I heard the moan of every pain in every life

- trans. JR (2026)


Umberto Saba: Poesie (1911)


"The Goat" is one of Saba's most celebrated anthology pieces. As you can see, that tone of sardonic, world-weary irony began early in his work, and never really left him. There's something of the atmosphere of an Italian Thomas Hardy about him, though of course Saba had the added benefit of the long, brutal tradition of European anti-semitism to add to the mixture.

The poem, even so, is quite delightful. That image of Saba dutifully baa-ing to his long-faced interlocutor is irresistible, and this sense of an untainted, childish vision of the world as it is rather than as we talk it up to be is pervasive in his work overall.

His one, unfinished novel, Ernesto, prepared for posthumous publication by his daughter Linuccia, adds to this mélange the forbidden theme of adolescent homosexual love. He wrote: "I knew as soon as I'd written the first sentence that this wouldn't be for publication." The book is described as being:
largely autobiographical, including details about the title character's friendship and love for a violinist, and his attachment to his native Trieste. As one critic says: "he revisited not only the scenes but also the moods of his puberty".
Another critic, Aidan Higgins, has "classed its treatment of adolescent sexuality with the work of an earlier generation of writers, E. M. Forster's Maurice and Thomas Mann's Death in Venice."


Umberto Saba: Ernesto (1975)




Giuseppe Ungaretti (1888-1970) is one of the most influential and widely read Italian poets of the twentieth century. Probably only Nobel-Prize-winner Eugenio Montale could be said to rival his celebrity. Together with Saba, they constitute the "big three" major modernists in modern Italian poetry.

So why didn't he win the Nobel prize, rather than the far less famous Salvatore Quasimodo? The answer is simple: Fascism.

You'll find it distinctly downplayed in the bio-notes printed on most of his books, but Ungaretti was - at least for a time - a convinced follower of Mussolini. Like Saba, he wrote for Il Popolo d'Italia, but after the war his brief flirtations with Dadaism and other anti-establishment movements culminated in support for Mussolini's 1922 March on Rome.
Ungaretti joined the National Fascist Party, signing the pro-fascist Manifesto of the Italian Writers in 1925. In his essays of 1926–1929 ... he repeatedly called on the Duce to direct cultural development in Italy and reorganize the Italian Academy on fascist lines. He argued: "The first task of the Academy will be to reestablish a certain connection between men of letters, between writers, teachers, publicists. This people hungers for poetry. If it had not been for the miracle of Blackshirts, we would never have leaped this far." In his private letters to a French critic, Ungaretti also claimed that fascist rule did not imply censorship.

Giuseppe Ungaretti: Il porto sepolto (1916)


Mussolini even wrote a preface for the 1923 reprint of his 1916 book of free-verse war poems, Il porto sepolto [The Buried Port], "thus politicizing its message". While appalled by the realities of war, Ungaretti was not entirely - in his poems, at least - convinced of its futility, and preferred to emphasise the spirit of comradeship among the men.


Giuseppe Ungaretti: Il porto sepolto. Presentate da Benito Mussolini (1923)


As you can see from the example below - one of the most famous italian poems of the twentieth century - he had a lot in common poetically with his friend Guillaume Apollinaire. Perhaps the main difference is that he survived the war and Apollinaire didn't.

Mattina M'illumino d'immenso - Giuseppe Ungaretti (1917)
enlighten me immensity

- trans. JR (2026)


Reddit: Lost Generation Writers (2021)


Should we class him as a "lost generation" writer, then? The very diverse stances of the various writers of this era would would seem to make it plausible, but his politics remained less anti-establishment than most of theirs. The poem below is another case in point:

Soldati Si sta come d'autunno sugli alberi le foglie - Giuseppe Ungaretti (1917)
like leaves on autumn trees

- trans. JR (2026)


Ezra Pound: In a Station of the Metro (1913)


It clearly has much in common with Ezra Pound's imagist poem "In a Station of the Metro".


E. E. Cummings: l(a (1958)


But then, perhaps it's even more reminiscent of Cumming's late masterpiece "l(a". Or, for that matter, those lines of Eliot's from The Waste Land:
The river’s tent is broken: the last fingers of leaf
Clutch and sink into the wet bank
Like them but - at the same time - not so very much like them. The directness and originality of Ungaretti's vision is apparent, but his work lacks the melancholic sense of "a botched civilisation" so prevalent in that of these Anglo-American modernists.

Veglia Un'intera nottata buttato vicino a un compagno massacrato con la sua bocca digrignata volta al plenilunio con la congestione delle sue mani penetrata nel mio silenzio ho scritto lettere piene d'amore Non sono mai stato tanto attaccato alla vita - Giuseppe Ungaretti (1917)
a whole night laid beside a battered comrade fish mouth gaping at the moon with the touch of his hands upon my silence I scribbled letters full of love I’ve never felt so close to life

- trans. JR (2026)



Ungaretti travelled widely in the 1930s, eventually settling in Brazil, where he became a Professor of Italian at São Paulo University in 1936. However:
In 1942, three years after the start of World War II, Ungaretti returned to Axis-allied Italy, where he was received with honors by the officials. The same year, he was made a Professor of Modern Literature at the University of Rome. ... At the close of the war, following Mussolini's downfall, Ungaretti was expelled from the faculty owing to his fascist connections, but reinstated when his colleagues voted in favor of his return.
It's certainly a very different trajectory to that of Ezra Pound, who broadcast Fascist propaganda on Italian radio during the war, and was arrested for treason against his country in 1945.

However Pound was, too - if not forgiven, at least released from the psychiatric ward in which he'd been confined, in 1958. In the meantime he'd won the 1948 Bollingen Prize for his Pisan Cantos.


Ezra Pound: The Pisan Cantos (1948)


So what are we to conclude from all this? That political judgements have nothing to do with poetry? Not really, I think. I find that I do have a better feeling about Saba as a poet and as a man than I do about Ungaretti - despite the huge and continuing popularity of the latter - because of the times they lived through and the very different accommodations they made to those times.

It would be ridiculous to say that Ungaretti was undeserving of his fame, or that other poets were wrong to see him as a revivifying force in Italian poetry. The three pieces translated above revolutionised the literary scene in a way that few poems ever have. He's unignorable: far too lively to have to hang his head in shame for having supported Mussolini.

On the other hand his life-work doesn't (for me, at least) have quite the same lustre as Montale's or Quasimodo's - partly because they retained the courage to call out the evils of this totalitarian regime.

I don't doubt that Ungaretti was sincere in his beliefs - and he was clearly protean in the artistic stances he adopted - but, as in the case of Pound, there's a shadow there which can't profitably be ignored. I can read people without having to agree with them, but it does have an influence on my appreciation of their work. How could it not?

But then, we're all morally compromised in one way or another. Pound's statement on his political convictions made when he was arrested in 1945 may sound absurd to us now, but then we have the benefit of knowing far more about the Final Solution (not to mention the inner workings of Hitler's regime):
I am not anti-Semitic, and I distinguish between the Jewish usurer and the Jew who does an honest day's work for a living.
Hitler and Mussolini were simple men from the country. I think that Hitler was a Saint, and wanted nothing for himself. I think that he was fooled into anti-Semitism and it ruined him. That was his mistake. When you see the "mess" that Italy gets into by bumping off Mussolini, you will see why someone could believe in some of his efforts.





Umberto Saba (1951)

Umberto Poli ["Saba"]
(1883-1957)


Books I own are marked in bold:
    Poetry:

  1. Poesie (1911)
  2. Coi miei occhi (1912)
  3. A Gesu' bambino (1912)
  4. La serena disperazione (1920)
  5. Cose leggere e vaganti (1920)
  6. Il Canzoniere (1900-1921) (1921)
  7. Preludio e canzonette (1922)
  8. Figure e canti (1926)
  9. Preludio e fughe (1928)
  10. Tre poesie alla mia balia (1929)
  11. Ammonizione ed altre poesie. 1900-1910 (1932)
  12. Tre composizioni (1933)
  13. Parole (1934)
  14. Ultime cose 1900-1945 (1944)
  15. Il canzoniere (1900-1945) (1945)
  16. Mediterranee (1946)
  17. Il canzoniere (1900-1947) (1948)
  18. Uccelli (1950)
  19. Il canzoniere (1900-1954) (1961)
  20. Il piccolo Berto. 1929-1931 (1961)
  21. Il canzoniere del 1921. Ed. Giordano Castellani (1981)
  22. Tutte le poesie. Ed. Arrigo Stara (1988)
    • Tutte le Poesie. Ed. Arrigo Stara. Introduction by Mario Lavagetto. I Meridiani. 1988. Milano: Arnoldo Mondadori Editore, 2001.
  23. Il Canzoniere (1945) - Oltre il Canzoniere (1946-1957). Ed. Giuseppe Emiliano Bonura (2019)

  24. Prose:

  25. Autobiografia. I Prigioni (1923)
  26. Autobiografia. L'uomo [limited edition of 25 copies] (1926)
  27. Scorciatoie e raccontini (1946)
  28. Storia e cronistoria del Canzoniere (1948)
  29. Ricordi, racconti. 1910-1947 (1956)
  30. Epigrafe; Ultime prose. Ed. Giacomo Debenedetti (1959)
  31. Quello che resta da fare ai poeti (1959)
  32. Ernesto (1975)

  33. Works:

  34. Tutte le opere. 9 vols (1949-59)
    1. Poesie dell'adolescenza e giovanili. 1900-1910 (1949)
    2. Trieste e una donna. 1910-1912 (1950)
    3. La serena disperazione. 1913-1915 (1951)
    4. Cose leggere e vaganti. 1920. L'amorosa spina. 1920 (1952)
    5. Preludio e canzonette. 1922-1923 (1955)
    6. Autobiografia; I prigioni; Fanciulle; Cuor morituro; L'uomo. 1924-1930 (1959)
    7. Mediterranee (1957)
    8. Uccelli e Quasi un racconto. 1948-1951 (1951)
    9. Ricordi, racconti. 1910-1947 (1956)

  35. Letters:

  36. Il vecchio e il giovane. Carteggio 1930-1957, con Pier Antonio Quarantotti Gambini. Ed. Linuccia Saba (1965)
  37. Lettere ad una amica. Settantacinque lettere a Nora Baldi (1966)
  38. Saba, Svevo, Comisso. (Lettere inedite), con Italo Svevo e Giovanni Comisso. Ed. Mario Sutor (1968)
  39. L'adolescenza del Canzoniere e undici lettere, introduction by Sergio Miniussi. Notes by Folco Portinari (1975)
  40. Amicizia. Storia di un vecchio poeta e di un giovane canarino. (Quasi un racconto) 1951. [letters, facsimiles of manuscripts & typescripts]. Ed. Carlo Levi (1976)
  41. Lettere a un amico vescovo. Ed. Rienzo Colla. Introduction by Giovanni Fallani (1980)
  42. La spada d'amore. Lettere scelte 1902-1957. Ed. Aldo Marcovecchio (1983)
  43. Atroce paese che amo. lettere famigliari, 1945-1953. Ed. Gianfranca Lavezzi & Rossana Saccani (1987)
  44. Lettere sulla psicoanalisi. Carteggio con Joachim Flescher 1946-1949, con gli scritti di Saba sulla psicoanalisi, le lettere di Saba a Edoardo Weiss, due lettere di Weiss a Linuccia Saba. Ed. Arrigo Stara (1991)
  45. Lettere a Sandro Penna, 1929-1940. Ed. Roberto Deidier (1997)
  46. Quante rose a nascondere un abisso. Carteggio con la moglie (1905-1956), Album fotografico. Ed. Raffaella Acetoso (2004)
  47. Quanto hai lavorato per me, caro Fortuna! Lettere e amicizia fra Umberto Saba e Aldo Fortuna (1912-1944). Ed. Riccardo Cepach (2007)
  48. Il cerchio imperfetto. Lettere 1946-1954, con Vittorio Sereni. Ed. Cecilia Gibellini (2010)


Umberto Saba: Tutte le poesie (1988)





Giuseppe Ungaretti: Vita d'un uomo: 106 Poesie 1914-1960 (1970)

Giuseppe Ungaretti
(1888-1970)

Books I own are marked in bold:
    Poetry:

  1. Il porto sepolto (1916)
    • Il porto sepolto: Poesie. Presentate da Benito Mussolini. Con fregi di Francesco Gamba (1923)
  2. Natale (1916)
  3. La guerre. Une poésie (1919)
  4. Allegria di naufragi (1919)
  5. L'allegria (1931)
  6. Sentimento del tempo (1933)
  7. Poesie disperse [1915-1927] (1945)
  8. La guerra (1947)
  9. Il dolore. 1937-1946 (1947)
  10. Derniers Jours. 1919 (1947)
  11. La terra promessa. Frammenti (1950)
  12. Gridasti soffoco ... (1951)
  13. Un grido e paesaggi (1952)
  14. Les cinq livres: texte français établi par l'Auteur et Jean Lescure (1953)
  15. Il taccuino del vecchio (1960)
  16. Vita d’un uomo: 106 poesie 1914-1960 (1966)
    • Vita d’un uomo: 106 poesie 1914-1960. Introduzione di Giovanni Raboni. 1966. Gli Oscar. Arnoldo Mondadori Editore, 1970.
  17. [con Bruna Bianco] Dialogo (1968)
  18. Selected Poems. Trans. Patrick Creagh. Penguin Modern European Poets (1971)
    • Selected Poems. Trans. Patrick Creagh. Penguin Modern European Poets. Harmondsworth: Penguin, 1971.

  19. Prose:

  20. Il povero nella città (1949)
  21. Il deserto e dopo (1961)
  22. Saggi e interventi (1974)
  23. Invenzione della poesia moderna. Lezioni brasiliane di letteratura (1937-1942). Ed. Paola Montefoschi (1984)

  24. Translations:

  25. Traduzioni. Saint-John Perse, William Blake, Gongora, Esenin, Jean Paulhan, Affrica (1936)
  26. 22 sonetti di Shakespeare (1944)
  27. 40 sonetti di Shakespeare (1946)
  28. Da Góngora e da Mallarmé (1948)
  29. Jean Racine: Fedra (1950)
  30. Visioni di William Blake (1965)

  31. Works:

  32. Vita d'un uomo. 12 vols. Milano, A. Mondadori, 1942-65.
    1. L'allegria. 1914-1919 (1942)
    2. Sentimento del tempo. 1919-1935 (1943)
    3. Poesie disperse (1945)
    4. 40 sonetti di Shakespeare (1946)
    5. Il dolore. 1937-1946 (1947)
    6. Da Gongora e da Mallarmé (1948)
    7. Fedra di Jean Racine (1950)
    8. La Terra promessa. Frammenti (1954)
    9. Un grido e paesaggi (1954)
    10. Il taccuino del vecchio (1960)
    11. Il deserto e dopo. 1931-1946 (1961)
    12. Visioni di William Blake (1965)
  33. Tutte le poesie. Ed. Leone Piccioni. 1969 (Rev. ed. 2009)
  34. Album Ungaretti. Ed. Leone Piccioni (1989)
  35. Vita d'un uomo. Saggi e interventi. Ed. Mario Diacono e Luciano Rebay (1974)
  36. Vita d'un uomo. Viaggi e lezioni. Ed. Paola Montefoschi (2000)
  37. Vita d'un uomo. Traduzioni poetiche. Ed. Carlo Ossola & G. Radin (2010)

  38. Letters:

  39. Lettere dal fronte a Gherardo Marone (1916-1918). Ed. Armando Marone, Introduction by Leone Piccioni (1978)
  40. Lettere a Soffici, 1917-1930. Ed. Paola Montefoschi e Leone Piccioni (1981)
  41. Lettere a Enrico Pea. Ed. Jole Soldateschi. Introduction by Giorgio Luti (1983)
  42. G. Ungaretti - Giuseppe De Robertis, Carteggio 1931-1962, con un'Appendice di redazioni inedite di poesie di Ungaretti. Ed. Domenico De Robertis (1984)
  43. Lettere a Giovanni Papini. 1915-1948. Ed. Maria Antonietta Terzoli. Introduction by Leone Piccioni (1988)
  44. Correspondance Jean Paulhan, Giuseppe Ungaretti, 1921-1968. Ed. Jacqueline Paulhan, Luciano Rebay & Jean-Charles Vegliante. Preface by Luciano Rebay (1989)
  45. Vincenzo Cardarelli - G. Ungaretti, Lettere a Corrado Pavolini. Ed. F. Bernardini Napoletano & M. Mascia Galateria (1989)
  46. G. Ungaretti - Piero Bigongiari, Carteggio (1992)
  47. Lettere a Giuseppe Prezzolini 1911-1969,. Ed. Maria Antonietta Terzoli (2001)
  48. Piero Bigongiari - G. Ungaretti, «La certezza della poesia». Lettere (1942-1970). Ed. T. Spignoli (2008)
  49. Carlo Betocchi - G. Ungaretti, Lettere 1946-1970. Ed. E. Lima (2012)
  50. L'allegria è il mio elemento. Trecento lettere con Leone Piccioni, con una testimonianza di L. Piccioni. Ed. Silvia Zoppi Garampi (2013)
  51. Vittorio Sereni - G. Ungaretti, Un filo d'acqua per dissetarsi. Lettere 1949-1969. Ed. G. Palli Baroni (2013)
  52. Lettere dal fronte a Mario Puccini. Ed. F. De Nicola (2015)
  53. Luigi Nono - G. Ungaretti, Per un sospeso fuoco. Lettere 1950-1969. Ed. Paolo Dal Molin & Maria Carla Papini (2016)
  54. Lettere a Bruna [Bruna Angela Bianco]. Ed. Silvio Ramat (2017)
  55. Giuseppe Ungaretti in Borromeo, carteggio tra Cesare Angelini e Giuseppe Ungaretti. Ed. Fabio Maggi (2017)
  56. Le lettere di una vita 1909-1970. Ed. Francesca Bernardini Napoletano (2022)


Giuseppe Ungaretti: Vita d'un uomo: Tutte le Poesie (1970)





Sunday, July 05, 2026

Engrams


Ludwig Sigismund Ruhl: Arthur Schopenhauer (1788-1860)


Soap bubbles


I don’t really remember what happened
I just know that Hutchinson

one of my school-friends
invited a group of us to come round

and play in the bush near his home
after much excitement and build-up

we all turned up
with our plastic guns

and headed for the trees
I recall crouching in a ditch

waiting for something
then    

[blank]

crying bitterly 
all the way home

the day was a failure    
my fault    of course

(default position)
perhaps a play fight 

turned into a real one?
it is the future generation 

that presses into being
by means of these soap bubbles

said Schopenhauer
sometimes I think 

he might be right 
and I should just cut myself 

some slack





Barry Miles: Call Me Burroughs (1978)


So apparently William Burroughs used to bore everyone rigid by going on and on about these things called engrams - defined as "a mental recording of a traumatic past event that occurred while an individual was partially or fully unconscious" - and how it was possible to "clean" them by recording them on tape and playing them over and over again until, eventually, they elicited no emotional response whatever.

He got this idea from Scientology, where auditors are trained to ask structured questions "intended to help a participant identify and address past experiences and emotional difficulties." They use a device called an E-meter to pick up "changes in the subject's mental state, including helping [to] identify which topics contain emotional or spiritual distress, and when a procedure is completed."
Outside Scientology, the device is regarded as a type of skin galvanometer that measures variations in skin resistance. It is not considered a scientific instrument, and its use and interpretation are not supported by evidence in psychology or medicine.
In the end, even Burroughs got tired of this procedure, and began to see flaws in its theoretical basis - not to mention developing reservations about the bizarre Scientology mythos of ancient aliens and billion-year-old struggles between all-knowing, quasi-immortal thetans and corrupt physical beings.

However, that didn't prevent him from continuing to try and identify just when the (so-called) "ugly spirit" had entered him, and proceeded to "squat on his life" (a bit like Larkin's toad work). Burroughs came to believe that it all stemmed from an early incident of child abuse:
It was Billy's Welsh nanny, Mary Evans ... who remained uppermost in his memory because of a traumatic incident that occurred when Burroughs was four years old. Little Billy was very close to his nanny, so much so that when she had her Thursday off he would throw hysterical tantrums, screaming, "All I want is Nursy!" ... Burroughs later assumed that his need for her must indicate that she fellated him to calm him and send him to sleep, but he also told one of his analysts that Nursy was "severe" and said that when she caught him masturbating she threatened to cut off his penis ...
Nursy was allegedly responsible "for a major trauma that occurred when Burroughs was four years old, something so extreme and shocking that despite ten years of psychoanalysis he was never able to properly retrieve it":
One Thursday in the late summer or autumn of 1918 ... Mary Evans took him along with her on her day out. Mary Evans had a girlfriend whose boyfriend was a veterinarian who worked from his home on the outskirts of St. Louis. They went there for a picnic. ... The general concensus among his analysts was that Mary had encouraged Billy to fellate the vet, and that, scared, Bill had bitten the man's penis, causing him to smack Billy on the head. Bill also theorized that he had witnessed Mary and her girlfriend having sex ...
In any case, "Whatever happened, it disturbed Billy greatly."

Reading the immensely detailed chronicle of Burroughs' life compiled by the indefatigable Barry Miles, I wondered from time to time if this demonisation of the nanny mightn't itself be a screen memory for some even earlier trauma to do with his parents, who supported him with saint-like patience throughout his turbulent life, but whom he seems to have (simultaneously) avoided physically, and refused to criticise on any level whatsoever.

But perhaps that's just the old Freudian in me rearing his shaggy locks again.


Ernest Jones: Life and Work of Sigmund Freud (1953-57)


The jury's out on engrams at present, but they may well be perfectly real. Defined as "a unit of cognitive information imprinted in a physical substance," they are:
theorized to be the means by which memories are stored as biophysical or biochemical changes in the brain or other biological tissue, in response to external stimuli.
The term was first coined by German evolutionary biologist Richard Semon in his book Die Mneme (1904). As a result:
Demonstrating the existence of, and the exact mechanism and location of, neurologically defined engrams has been a focus of persistent research for many decades.
It's possible that particular types of memory may be localised in particular parts of the brain. There have certainly been some suggestive results from time to time. For instance:
In 2016, an MIT study found that memory loss in early stages of Alzheimer's disease could be reversed by strengthening specific memory engram cell connections in the brains of Alzheimer mouse models.
Engrams certainly can't be detected by "E-meters", however, and there seems no reason to believe that an individual can be cleaned of them by having them played back to them again and again, as Burroughs and the Scientologists claimed.






Robert Lowell: 'To Speak of Woe That Is In Marriage' (1957)


Robert Lowell's searing mid-career poem 'To Speak of Woe That Is In Marriage' begins with a rather elliptical quote from German philosopher Arthur Schopenhauer:
It is the future generation that presses into being by means of these exuberant feelings and supersensible soap bubbles of ours.
Schopenhauer seems to be implying that our traumas may be driven as much by the future - what's to come for us - as by the past: what's already been. As it turns out, the title of Lowell's poem is also a quote: from the Wife of Bath in Chaucer's Canterbury Tales:
Experience, though noon auctoritee
Were in this world, is right ynogh for me
To speke of wo that is in mariage;
For, lordynges, sith I twelve yeer was of age,
Thonked be God that is eterne on lyve,
Housbondes at chirche dore I have had fyve ...
Lowell's poem, too, is written in the voice of the wife, not the husband, which is clearly not an aspect of "experience" which he could claim as his own. The husband in question does sound a bit like a self-portrait, though:
My hopped up husband drops his home disputes,
and hits the streets to cruise for prostitutes,
free-lancing out along the razor’s edge.
This screwball might kill his wife, then take the pledge.
If so, it's a pretty searing indictment.



Whether or not there are actual physical "engrams" involved, I'm sure that we all have our fair share of traumatic experiences involving "emotional or spiritual distress" (as the Scientologists put it). The question is if they can be cleared in any way by repetition, as Burroughs - at least initially - believed.

The poem "Soap bubbles", above, is an attempt to record one of my own childhood traumas: albeit one as masked and inaccessible to me as Burrough's own alleged experience of infantile abuse.

Mine may be a minnow beside his sperm whale, but it used to bug me nevertheless - until I wrote it down. I began to notice, over the years, that when I'd forced myself to write about any particularly puzzling or embarrassing experience, that it had the effect of externalising it. After that, it was simply a syntactic artefact which could be worked on and revised like any other piece of work.

Strangely enough, this process also robbed it of its potency somehow.


Edward Gorey: Cover illustration for Lucky Jim (1954)


Kingsley Amis, in an early novel, has his protagonist Jim Dixon refer to "those three or four memories which could make him actually twist about in his chair or bed with remorse, fear or embarrassment":
... the present top-of-the-list item [was] the time he'd been pushed out in front of the curtain afer a school concert to make the audience sing the National Anthem. He could hear his own voice now, saying in those flat tones, heavy with insincerity: 'And now ... I want you all ... to join with me, if you will ... in singing ...' And then he'd led off in a key which must have been exactly half an octave above or below the proper one. Switching every few notes, like everybody else, from one octave to the other, half a beat in front of or behind everybody else, he'd gone through the whole thing. Cheers, applause and laughter had followed him when he ducked his burning face back through the curtains.
I recognised that churning, twisting sensation when I first read Lucky Jim. I can't count how many such memories bedevil my life. So gradually, bit by bit, I've tried to disarm them - by writing them down. Admittedly, new ones arise as I deal with the old ones, so I doubt that the process will ever be finished. Sometimes it results in work I feel can be shared with others; sometimes not. It doesn't seem to make much difference to the effectiveness of the technique.

I don't know if this approach would work for anyone else, but I do think there's something in William Burroughs' ideas. They might sound a bit eccentric on the surface, but there's generally a bedrock of good sense beneath them. Anyway, I don't what else one can do about these self-imposed torments: writhing about or punching the wall doesn't really seem to help longterm. A modified version of his engram theory very well might.

Burroughs himself appears to have tried this "externalisation" idea quite early on, in a passage from an early draft of Naked Lunch, written in Tangier around 1957-58:
We are prepared to divulge all and to state that on a Thursday in the month of September 1917, we did, in the garage of the latter, at his solicitations and connivance, endeavor to suck the cock of one George Brune Brubeck, the Bear's Ass, which act disgust me like I try to bite it off and he slap me and curse and blaspheme. [...] The blame for this atrociously incomplete act rest solidly on the basement of Brubeck, my own innocence of any but the most pure reflex move of self-defence and - respect to eliminate this strange serpent thrust so into my face [...] so I [...] had recourse to nature's little white soldiers - our brave defenders by land - and bite his ugly old cock.

William S. Burroughs: Interzone. Ed. James Grauerholz (1989)


When he included this passage in the late compilation of outtakes, Interzone, Burroughs' longterm friend and editor James Grauerholz did some background research which failed to reveal any veterinarians named George Brune Brubeck in St. Louis at the time, although "there is an Edward H. Brune":
'Brune' ...B-R-U-N-E ... 'the Bear's Ass' ... bruin ... this name, although unearthed from a work of fiction, seems well established in Burrough's mind. With all due respect to the late Dr. Brune's descendants, we cannot convict him on this slender evidence, but it certainly points in an interesting direction.
I can't help feeling that the engram theory may take us in a more helpful direction here than such direct attempts to identify the true nature of the crime, interesting though Grauerholz's speculations undoubtedly are.

"And ye shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you free" (John 8: 32). Possibly so. But the mere act of writing it down, then editing it for rhetorical effectiveness, might have the same result of making it no longer simply a part of you. As the wiseacres are keen to tell us, you don't actually remember things, you just remember yourself remembering them, and then remember yourself remembering yourself remembering them - and so ad infinitum.

If you want to get rid of them, they have to be first snared in the ether, then fixed and mounted on some kind of memory board: real or metaphorical.


Joseph Cornell: Untitled (Butterfly Habitat) (c.1940)





Sunday, March 29, 2026

Emma Smith: Dead Man’s Block (18/4/2026)


Emma Smith: Deadmans Block (2026)


Mōrena🐈‍⬛.

I’m excited to share details of my upcoming exhibition, Dead Man’s Block. This show is on for two hours only on April the 18th, 11-1pm. It’s at the New Lynn Community Centre in the Active Recreation Hall.

I’m very grateful to the indomitable Bronwyn Lloyd and Jack Ross for their accompanying texts and as ever the wonderful William Bardebes for fabrication, design and everything besides.

I hope if you live in Tāmaki you can make this show. 45 Totara Ave. There is loads of handy parking out the back and it’s right next to the train station and bus depot. Love to see you there!

- Emma Smith (22/3/26)

Tin Grew: Emma Smith (2011)










Han Shan Cave: Cold Mountain & friends


This is the poem I wrote for Emma's show:

Reading Cold Mountain
in interesting times


for Emma Smith

Cold Mountain: there’s no through trail – Gary Snyder I The little dog’s better he’s with the monks now Bronwyn assumed I’d remember she told me that the Buddhists walking across the States to raise awareness had sent off their dog to get his leg fixed he’s glad to be back he wagged his tail II This morning John sent me a link to a doco about Cold Mountain Han Shan a poet who lived 1000 years ago he may have been Taoist or Buddhist but was really just a crazy old man who scribbled poems on rocks as the old lady said he faded into the walls of his cave III In Hoffmann’s Mines of Falun a sailor gives up the sea after coming back from a voyage to find his mother dead the old man who lures him to work underground is a ghost or a demon or something like that they both end up stoned in veins of ore IV Cold Mountain this hermit who gave up on life to clamber up here had nothing to teach if you’ve nothing to learn there are statues of him and his buddies they’re ugly and red Red Pine laughed when he saw them the filmmaker asked him why because he would have laughed however he looked

[24-26/1/2026]


Rachel Heller: The Mines of Falun (Sweden)





Bianca Moorman: Aloka the Peace Dog & friends (Aiken Standard, 8/1/26)


Monday, August 25, 2025

Euhemerism


Tim Severin: The Jason Voyage (1985)
Tim Severin. The Jason Voyage: The Quest for the Golden Fleece. Drawings by Tróndur Patursson. Photographs by John Egan, Seth Mortimer and Tom Skudra. Hutchinson. London: Century Hutchinson Ltd., 1985.

The other day I picked up a rather handsome secondhand copy of Tim Severin's book The Jason Voyage for a trifling sum. I wasn't actually planning on reading it right away, but somehow it grabbed my attention and diverted me from all the other odds and ends - biographies, short story collections, graphic novels - I'm working my way through at the moment.

I remember seeing a documentary about the making of Severin's replica twenty-oar Bronze Age galley the Argo some years ago, and it was interesting to compare that to the rather more contextual approach to the myth he takes here.


Apollonius of Rhodes: Argonautica (2014)
Apollonius of Rhodes. The Voyage of Argo. Trans. E. V. Rieu. 1959. Rev. ed. 1972. Introduction by Lawrence Norfolk. Illustrations by Daniel Egnéus. London: The Folio Society, 2014.

After a while I thought I should check on the critical response to some of Severin's more audacious claims about the original voyage of the Argonauts, and found the following review on the Goodreads site, contributed by a certain Koen Crolla (29/10/2020):
... Tim Severin spent much of the '70s and '80s and other people's money recreating some historic boat journeys; in this case, that of Jason and the Argonauts, from Iolcus (now Volos in Greece) to Colchis (now Georgia)...
The book covers everything from the construction of the replica Argo in Greece to their successful arrival in Poti, (Soviet) Georgia, and, in the epilogue, their engine-powered return, but Severin is neither a classicist nor an archaeologist, so many of the more interesting detail [sic.] are skipped over: you'll find plenty of anecdotes illustrating the boat-builder's personality, for example, but few details regarding the construction of the ship itself, and none at all regarding the archaeological basis of the design.
During the journey itself, too, Severin's thoughts on the Argonautica range far beyond what conscientious euhemerism will actually allow, with every coincidence becoming a confirmation of the definite historical fact of Jason and everything he encounters. It doesn't help that Severin's knowledge of Bronze Age Greece is rudimentary at best and tainted by Gimbutasian nonsense ... but some of the blame surely falls on two archaeologists (Vasiliki Adrimi in Greece and Othar Lordkipanidze in (Soviet) Georgia) for filling this gullible oaf's head with nonsense.
Still, things are such that even dodgy experimental archaeology often yields useful results, and if you ignore everything Severin writes about landmarks that are definitely 100% the locations mentioned in the Argonautica, there's still actual information left about the feasibility of crossing the open sea and rough currents in a crappy galley, even with doughy and/or middle-aged rowers — even if Severin is enough of a narcissist that large swathes of his account are clearly unreliable. (At least National Geographic took a lot of pictures.)
And though the write-up is kind of a lost opportunity, it's still decent entertainment; I would have liked to have been one of the crew.

Tim Severin: Rowers in the Bosphorus (1985)


How surprising that they didn't think to invite Mr. (or is it Dr?) Crolla to accompany them! His lively good humour would have left the whole crew in stitches, I'm sure - especially that little side-swipe at the "doughy and/or middle-aged rowers" Severin enlisted to help him. Not according to the photos he included of their sinewy bodies toiling at the oars - talk about "sitting well in order smite / The sounding furrows" (Tennyson, "Ulysses") ...

There were a couple of other points of interest in Koen Crolla's review, though. First of all, there was that intriguing word "euhemerism," which I must confess was new to me. Not any more, though:


Euhemerus of Sicily (fl. 4th century BCE)


Euhemerism:
is an approach to the interpretation of mythology in which mythological accounts are presumed to have originated from real historical events or personages. Euhemerism supposes that historical accounts become myths as they are exaggerated in the retelling, accumulating elaborations and alterations that reflect cultural mores. It was named after the Greek mythographer Euhemerus ... In the more recent literature of myth ... euhemerism is termed the "historical theory" of mythology.

Tim Severin: The Jason Voyage (map)


Well, there you go. You learn something new every day. That really is a perfect description of Severin's diegetic method. Nary a rock or a headland can be glimpsed without his pointing out how perfectly it matches Apollonius's description in the Argonautica: an epic poem composed in the 3rd century BCE, roughly a thousand years after the actual events of the original voyage are supposed to have taken place.

I was also intrigued by Crolla's side-reference to "Gimbutasian nonsense." Again, this was not an adjective familiar to me, but I presume it refers to Marija Gimbutas:
a Lithuanian archaeologist and anthropologist known for her research into the Neolithic and Bronze Age cultures of "Old Europe" and for her Kurgan hypothesis, which located the Proto-Indo-European homeland in the Pontic Steppe.

Marija Gimbutienė: Lithuanian postage stamp (2021)


The "Kurgan hypothesis" turns out, on investigation, to be a fairly well-regarded theory about the origins of the proto-Indo-European (or "Aryan", as they used to be called) languages in an area north of the Black Sea. What I think Crollas must be referring to, though, is her later work:
Gimbutas gained fame and notoriety in the English-speaking world with her last three English-language books: The Goddesses and Gods of Old Europe (1974); The Language of the Goddess (1989) ... and the last of the three, The Civilization of the Goddess (1991), which, based on her documented archaeological findings, presented an overview of her conclusions about Neolithic cultures across Europe: housing patterns, social structure, art, religion, and the nature of literacy.
The Goddess trilogy articulated what Gimbutas saw as the differences between the Old European system, which she considered goddess- and woman-centered (gynocentric), and the Bronze Age Indo-European patriarchal ("androcratic") culture which supplanted it. According to her interpretations, gynocentric (or matristic) societies were peaceful, honored women, and espoused economic equality. The androcratic, or male-dominated, Kurgan peoples, on the other hand, invaded Europe and imposed upon its natives the hierarchical rule of male warriors.
Aha! The penny drops. I'm certainly familiar with all the ideological battles over whether or not there ever was an ancient, peaceful woman-centred culture in Europe which was supplanted by the incursion of violent, male-dominated, warrior tribes. Once again, one point up to Crolla, though his reference to Severin as a "gullible oaf" still seems a little uncalled for.




Tim Severin: The Ulysses Voyage (1987)
Tim Severin. The Ulysses Voyage: Sea Search for the Odyssey. Drawings by Will Stoney. Photographs by Kevin Fleming, with Nazem Choufeh and Rick Williams. Hutchinson. London: Century Hutchinson Ltd., 1987.

It isn't really the voyage of the Argonauts that's the problem, though. It's the Odyssey.

After rowing his painstakingly constructed galley through the Aegean and across into the Black Sea to reenact the Argonautica, the second part of Severin's master-plan clicked into action. Now he would attempt to sail the same boat from Troy, on the coast of Asia Minor, to the island of Ithaka, in order to chart the much-vexed Odysseus's difficult ten-year journey home.

Here's one of the standard interpretations of this voyage:



And here's Tim Severin's own route from Troy all the way to the Ionian sea, as navigated (for the most part) by his own Trojan-war-era galley:


Tim Severin: The Ulysses Voyage (map 1)


And here's an overview of his blueprint for the entire voyage:


Tim Severin: The Ulysses Voyage (map 2)


Both versions agree on a side-trip to North Africa, and a long haul back from there. The difference, however, is that the earlier version has Odysseus's 12-ship flotilla blown all the way down the coast to Tunisia, whereas Severin calculates that the ships must have battened down and furled their sails and thus made landfall far further east, in Libya.

Severin therefore postulates a much shorter trip back to Greece, followed by some cruising around the island of Crete, whereas the other theory has Odysseus landing in Sicily, followed by excursions to the Balearic islands - possibly even as far as the Pillars of Hercules!



Which of these two routes sounds more plausible to you: the one Severin actually sailed in his own boat, or the one dreamed up by desk-bound scholars measuring distances on the map?

Here are a few of the problems I foresee arising from any attempt to answer this question:
  1. It presupposes that there was once a person called Odysseus / Ulysses
  2. It assumes that he took part in the Trojan War
  3. And also that there was an actual, historical "Trojan war"
  4. It also takes for granted that legitimate, topographically precise details of his journey home can be gleaned from the Odyssey, a poem probably written around the 8th or 7th century BCE, about a war which took place at least 4-500 years earlier, around the 12th or 13th century BCE
  5. There are further assumptions built into it about the poet we refer to as "Homer", who may (or may not) have been the "author" - whatever precisely we mean by that, in a predominantly oral Bardic culture - of both the Odyssey as well as the Iliad
  6. And isn't it just a little bit problematic that the one fact all accounts of Homer agree on is that he was blind? Could he really have been the keen yachtsman and ocean swimmer postulated at certain points in Severin's narrative?
Do I need to go on? Without wanting to be a spoilsport about it, I feel that we need at least a few plausible answers to the questions above before we start debating if an obscure Cretan folktale about three-eyed cannibals may have given rise to the story of the Cyclops, or whether or not the Straits of Messina are too wide to have been the abode of Scylla and Charybdis.


Robert Graves: Homer's Daughter (1955)


Such speculations can be a lot of fun, mind you. I'm a big fan of Robert Graves' historical novels, one of which resuscitates Samuel Butler's hypothesis - from The Authoress of the Odyssey (1897) - that the real maker of the Odyssey was a Sicilian woman, who employed well-known landmarks from her own island for most of its more famous incidents.

Graves has her casting herself as Nausicaä, while her hometown is forced to play double duty as both Phaeacia and Ithaka. The whole concludes with a massacre, just like the Odyssey itself.


Robert Graves: The Golden Fleece (1944)


And then there's his earlier novel The Golden Fleece [retitled "Hercules, My Shipmate" for the US market], which turns the whole quest into a "Gimbutasian" struggle between Goddess worshippers and savage Apollonian invaders.

Or, as one of the more positive commentators on Goodreads puts it:
The Golden Fleece is an encyclopedic novel of all things Greek and pre-Greek. Graves incorporates or refers to many myths and legends, from the cosmogony through the trade war between Troy and Greece and the Twelve Labors of Hercules. And from various cultures, including Pelasgian, Cretan, Thracian, Colchian, Taurean, Albanian, Amazonian, Troglodyte, and of course Greek, he works into his novel many interesting customs, about fertility orgies, weddings, births, funerals, and ghosts; prayers, sacrifices, omens, dreams, and mystery cults; boar hunting, barley growing, trading, and ship building, sailing, and rowing; feasting, singing, dancing, story telling, and clothes wearing; boxing, murdering, warring, and treaty negotiating; and more. It all feels vivid, authentic, and strange.
In other words, there's no harm at all in reimagining and reinterpreting these old myths, as long as it's in the interests of sharpening our responses to the stories themselves - as well as the consummate works of literary art in which they've been preserved.

However, it's important to bear in mind that Apollonius of Rhodes was a scholar and librarian at the Library of Alexandria when he composed the Argonautica. Homer was - well, nobody really knows, but probably a Bard and performer of his own poems, in a possibly pre-literate culture. They were, in other words, completely different poets, from widely separate eras of Ancient Greek culture, who lived 500 years apart.


Sir Thomas Malory: Le Morte d'Arthur (1485)


Try transposing these dates onto Le Morte d'Arthur, Malory's version of the Arthurian legends, published by William Caxton as one of the first printed books in English. The five and a half centuries between Malory and us should give you some idea of the actual distance in time between Homer and Apollonius.

If you extend the metaphor, and go back 1,000 years from Malory, you'll find yourself in the approximate era of the real King Arthur (if there ever was such a person). That gives you some idea of the gap between Apollonius and his own heroes, Jason's Argonauts.

Homer, by contrast, lived only 500-odd years later than his subject-matter, the siege of Troy (and its myriad dire consequences). Malory certainly could (and has been) used as a kind of guidebook to Arthurian Britain, but the more precise and "euhemeristic" these educed details become, the more absurd the whole project seems.



It'd be lovely to go back in a time machine and check out the facts for ourselves - though it might be a bit difficult to square the border region referred to in Hittite records as Taruisa (Troy?) or Wilusa (Greek "Wilios" or "Ilios") with the Troy of our imaginations.

Enterprises such as Severin's are certainly not futile. There is, however, little doubt that he tends to take an ahistorical, over-literal approach to both the textual and topographical details of the folktales that inspired his journeys. Whether or not this assists us in interpreting these myths, and the poems that embody them, is more debatable.



An alternative approach can be found in the work of the modern Greek poet C. P. Cavafy, who set out instead to remind us of the deep metaphorical significance of these legends for all of us - but particularly those who still inhabit those ancient lands today. Here's his great poem "Ithaka" (along with my own attempt at a version for contemporary travellers):


C. P. Cavafy: Ithaka (1911)


Ithaka


Before you set out for Ithaka
pray for a long itinerary
full of protracted stopovers.
Customs officials, Interpol,
the zombie Police Chief – not a problem:
as long as you keep your shit together,
staple a smile to your fat face,
they won’t be able to finger you.
Customs officials, Interpol,
the paparazzi, will look right through you
– unless you invite them up for a drink,
unless they’re already inside your head.

Pray for a long itinerary:
landing for the umpteenth time
on the tarmac of a third-world airport
at fiery psychedelic dawn;
haggling in the duty-frees
for coral necklaces and pearls,
designer scents & silks & shades,
as many marques as you can handle; 
visiting every provincial town,
sampling every drug & kick …

Never forget about Ithaka:
getting there is your destiny;
no need to rush – it’ll still be waiting
no matter how many years you take.
By the time you touch down you’ll be bone-tired,
happy with what you snapped in transit,
just a few daytrips left to do.
Ithaka shouted you the trip,
you’d never have travelled without her.
She’s got fuck-all to show you now.

Dirt-poor, dingy … she’s up front.
It’s over now; you’ve seen so much
there’s no need to tell you what Ithaka means.


(30/8-12/10/04)

Korina Cassianou: Odysseus of Ithaka (2011)